To put it simply, here's your dampener on your day. I really have no viable reason to continue living. None I can think of, at least. And I've spent a lot of time thinking about it, when I'm alone in my room with a knife. Makes for a good time to reflect on yourself and others. I haven't answered my Skype messages because I'm afraid of the guilt. I'm a mess, and I don't know what to do. I really don't know why I'm putting this here. Maybe just because I feel like someone should know why I won't be talking to them for a while, morbid as it sounds. There's the bare-bones of it. Just needed to get that off my chest.