The festivities were in full swing, however, none would find Ruinil there. Singing... Dancing... Things that she actually enjoyed doing were also thing she would not dare in front of all of those people. She did not belong there and if she had dared to try, she would swiftly be reminded of her place. 

Ruinil made her way aimlessly down the maze like corridors of Thanmere, [url=https://youtu.be/1GuJO-eZKL4] singing[/url] a song of her own to honor the initiates. Ruinil cared not for the lack of audiences. She was just glad that the others could make merry and be happy.

Though she tried to avoid it, she would repeatedly find herself at the courtyard, just across from where the party was taking place. Occasionally a small group of children would come running out of the room and play for a bit, then notice the half demon watching them. She would then smile a toothy grin, revealing her fangs, and her eyes would flash a bright red. The children would then squeel and giggle as they ran back inside. This process would repeat a few times before she would continue to sing and make her rounds around the fortress. 

"I wonder if I would make a good mother..." Ruinil thought to herself. She then laughed at the thought of it. "Me...? A mother...? What am I thinking...? I must have hit my head harder than I thought." Ruinil shook her head and sighed, clearing her mind of such ludicrous thoughts, as she made the next round around the fortress.