got to my therapist earlier this week because of a stroke of luck. Told her what was going on. She says that my meds are definitely off. Unfortunately, the psychiatrist I was seeing up and left the facility, and it may be weeks before I get an appointment with another. That and I'm out of meds. If you don't know anything about antidepressants and such, you can't just stop taking them suddenly. They have withdrawal effects and they are nasty as hell. So! Because this woman just decided to leave, I'm in a real tricky place. Luckily they're working with me and everyone else to try to pick up this bitch's slack. *Sigh*