Lilith set the table precisely, straightening out a dinner fork that was slightly askew. The last few rays of the sun filtered through the window, illuminating the small but smartly decorated dining room in the pale evening light. The heavy oak door creaked as it swung open, making the red haired girl spin around to see Atlas stomp the dirt off his boots, grey hair a mess from the harsh winter winds. "Welcome home father," she greeted with a smile, crossing the room to help him with his coat.
"Thank you, Lily my girl," he returned cordially, shrugging out of his jacket before immediately going to the dining room to inspect the table. The older man reached a hand out to run blunt fingers over the petal of a daphne flower that was arranged artfully in a vase, giving a hum of appreciation before sitting down at the head of the table. "Very good. You may sit."
"Thank you, father," she murmured softly, taking the seat to the left of Atlas. The freckled girl sat with her hands folded together and blue eyes downcast as she waited for him to try the food. He speared a piece of roasted goose breast and shoveled a chunk of it into his mouth with little ceremony.
"Delicious as always," he smacked loudly and Lilith relaxed visibly, reaching for her own fork and beginning to eat. "The Duke of Edessa asked for your hand in marriage," Atlas started conversationally, flicking his eyes up to look at her.
"Did he?" She answered, one corner of her mouth twitching up into a small smile. Her father did this a few times a month, telling her about all the different suitors that had asked after her and the reasons he'd turned them down. Lilith thought it was quite silly, but she played along anyways. "And what excuse did you have to refuse him?"
"I didn't give him one." Lilith had been reaching for a dinner roll but stopped just short, blinking and trying to figure out if she'd heard him correctly. Atlas took this opportunity to swat her hand away from the bread basket, giving her a pointed look. "You shouldn't eat those," her father scolded, adding, "They're bad for your figure. We can't have you getting fat before your wedding day. "
"Oh, you agreed," Lilith clarified, sitting back and bringing her hands back into her lap and clenching her apron. "Do you know what his mark is?"
"It's a mourning dove with a blue ribbon clutched in it's talons. Dreadfully effeminate thing, right on the back of his hand," he said dismissively, wiping at his beard with a napkin.
"So, not my soulmate then," Lilith answered, raising her head and looking up to meet him straight on for the first time all night. "Don't you think we should atleast look for him f--,"
"That's enough, Lilith," Atlas said lowly, his voice full of warning. "No one ever finds their match mark, you know that."
"Don't you think I should at least try though?" She pressed, her voice rising a little. "You've got such a large network of people that you do business with, I'm sure if we asked them to keep a look--"
"Enough." her father growled, throwing his napkin over his half eaten plate and pushing his chair away from the table in disgust. "Your filthy outburst has put me off my dinner. Do your chores and go up to your room. Don't eat anything else. Do you understand?"
"Yes father."
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Later that night, after Lilith had gone up the stairs to her room in the attic, she lit a candle and carried it over to the window, running a hand down her simple white nightgown before sitting in the window seat. "I'm going to be married in the spring," she whispered, tracing a finger over the match mark on her wrist. "I'm sorry I wasn't able to find you."
"We might not be together, but I'll never not be thinking of you," the ginger said fondly, like she was talking to an old friend and not an empty room. "I'll keep the candle in the window for you, just like always. Be careful, fox," Lilith finished, setting the candle gently down in the window sill before getting up and crawling into her bed. Snuggled under a patchwork quilt here mother had made her, Lilith closed her eyes and tried her best to go to sleep.
"Thank you, Lily my girl," he returned cordially, shrugging out of his jacket before immediately going to the dining room to inspect the table. The older man reached a hand out to run blunt fingers over the petal of a daphne flower that was arranged artfully in a vase, giving a hum of appreciation before sitting down at the head of the table. "Very good. You may sit."
"Thank you, father," she murmured softly, taking the seat to the left of Atlas. The freckled girl sat with her hands folded together and blue eyes downcast as she waited for him to try the food. He speared a piece of roasted goose breast and shoveled a chunk of it into his mouth with little ceremony.
"Delicious as always," he smacked loudly and Lilith relaxed visibly, reaching for her own fork and beginning to eat. "The Duke of Edessa asked for your hand in marriage," Atlas started conversationally, flicking his eyes up to look at her.
"Did he?" She answered, one corner of her mouth twitching up into a small smile. Her father did this a few times a month, telling her about all the different suitors that had asked after her and the reasons he'd turned them down. Lilith thought it was quite silly, but she played along anyways. "And what excuse did you have to refuse him?"
"I didn't give him one." Lilith had been reaching for a dinner roll but stopped just short, blinking and trying to figure out if she'd heard him correctly. Atlas took this opportunity to swat her hand away from the bread basket, giving her a pointed look. "You shouldn't eat those," her father scolded, adding, "They're bad for your figure. We can't have you getting fat before your wedding day. "
"Oh, you agreed," Lilith clarified, sitting back and bringing her hands back into her lap and clenching her apron. "Do you know what his mark is?"
"It's a mourning dove with a blue ribbon clutched in it's talons. Dreadfully effeminate thing, right on the back of his hand," he said dismissively, wiping at his beard with a napkin.
"So, not my soulmate then," Lilith answered, raising her head and looking up to meet him straight on for the first time all night. "Don't you think we should atleast look for him f--,"
"That's enough, Lilith," Atlas said lowly, his voice full of warning. "No one ever finds their match mark, you know that."
"Don't you think I should at least try though?" She pressed, her voice rising a little. "You've got such a large network of people that you do business with, I'm sure if we asked them to keep a look--"
"Enough." her father growled, throwing his napkin over his half eaten plate and pushing his chair away from the table in disgust. "Your filthy outburst has put me off my dinner. Do your chores and go up to your room. Don't eat anything else. Do you understand?"
"Yes father."
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Later that night, after Lilith had gone up the stairs to her room in the attic, she lit a candle and carried it over to the window, running a hand down her simple white nightgown before sitting in the window seat. "I'm going to be married in the spring," she whispered, tracing a finger over the match mark on her wrist. "I'm sorry I wasn't able to find you."
"We might not be together, but I'll never not be thinking of you," the ginger said fondly, like she was talking to an old friend and not an empty room. "I'll keep the candle in the window for you, just like always. Be careful, fox," Lilith finished, setting the candle gently down in the window sill before getting up and crawling into her bed. Snuggled under a patchwork quilt here mother had made her, Lilith closed her eyes and tried her best to go to sleep.