[@Loony] Nothing you can do is going to hurt me, the only thing that upsets me is that you're in this much pain, and I can tell you with complete certainty that absolutely nothing will be better if you die.  Like I said before however, this isn't about me.  I don't want you to think about me.  Listen, suicidal thoughts are normal when someone first gets on the medication you're taking.  What you're going through is normal and it's going to pass.  Try and stay with us for a little bit longer, okay?  If whatever's going on in your head is too much to handle right now then try to find something to distract yourself from it.  Maybe talk to me about your day, or about bugs, or literally anything besides hating yourself?