I'm just sort of sitting here, staring at a two or three year old picture of my mom taken on a shitty samsung phone.

And I can't deal with how heavy my thoughts have suddenly gotten, because of a story I read.

I shouldn't be dropping this on y'all, but I've never typed anything with a more glossed over look in my eyes than I am right now.

Y'ever just feel hollow, and you can't think of a way to feel right again? Just. out of nowhere? 

Like a sudden realization crashes on you, and you suddenly can't deal with it?

That's how I feel right now, man.