[quote=@LeeRoy] I'm just sort of sitting here, staring at a two or three year old picture of my mom taken on a shitty samsung phone. And I can't deal with how heavy my thoughts have suddenly gotten, because of a story I read. I shouldn't be dropping this on y'all, but I've never typed anything with a more glossed over look in my eyes than I am right now. Y'ever just feel hollow, and you can't think of a way to feel right again? Just. out of nowhere? Like a sudden realization crashes on you, and you suddenly can't deal with it? That's how I feel right now, man. [/quote] Some times. However, deep down I remember, hard, that I won't always feel that way. Time affects thing, good or bad, and I just need to wait out the waves until it passes. In the end, change always comes in one way or another. I hope you feel better and just hung on because you won't feel like that forever.