[I]"Now I just need a hoodie...I'm done Aleksandr. I just need a few more items from the bathroom before we can go."[/I] Aleksandr unfolded his arms and stood up. He drew in a deep breath before making his way to her bedroom, again, "Okay," he paused, not sure what to say further, "Are you ready for me to pick you up, again?" He tried to ask jokingly, a half smile was nervously worn on his lips as he took several slow steps closer to her. He wasn't sure what he was doing at this point, but he really wanted to be nearer to her. He felt like a lost puppy who finally found his owner, but he didn't exactly like the submissive feeling. He found it degrading, but denying Sylvia did not feel right either. His mind was beginning to divide and argue with itself. Whatever the feeling was, he wanted to remove himself from her home. It made him feel dirty, and as much as he liked it--the purpose and reason that Sylvia had suddenly given him, he couldn't help but deny it. He didn't deserve it.[@Arista]