[@twannyman] Ey, when life gives you rotten infested lemons like that, we can hardly blame you for flipping a table or two and write crazy comments like that.

You have the right to be sad and angry. Although i think the formaroth battle for the throne topic might be a bad place to have albeit important, but completely OOC discussions like these.
So i suggest take it to the PM's, or to some professional, or both.

But i'd suggest not taking it here, sure we care, but it's very OOC and i assume everyone is weirded out, even you. Am i right?