I wish there were words in the english language to describe my feelings. A long and varied list of curses and obscenitys, while a start, do not suffice.

I can't use Titanpad, I cam't see images. All I can do is watch as events transpire around me, yet I can't touch them, can't leave my mark and know fulfillment.

I wish I knew the words to describe the black anger in me, a anger that is not hot like mine normally is, nor cold as I have seen before. A new anger, one that I helplessly try to explain, knowing that it'll matter not. A curious anger, I hope I'll never have to feel it again.