[quote=@Queen Raidne] [@ClocktowerEchos] You just gotta sit down at some point and type and type and keep typing even if what you write down isn't exactly what you want until you're finally done, and then you go back and fix some things, and then you're still not satisfied, but at least you'll be able to RP with it - and isn't RP'ing the whole point anyway? [/quote] While I don't mind making myself write stuff up, if its gone to the point that I have to force myself to do it and even that at that point I'm still not interested/willing to do it, then its pretty clear to me that I'm not having fun. Isn't having fun the reason all of us RP in one form or another? [quote=@Hael] The "long ass NS" was actually made that absurdly long intentionally. That way, I can be sure that anyone who actually finished it was truly committed to the roleplay, and those who were not would never complete the N.S. In essence, it was a "flirty RPer" filter. Apparently, it worked :lol Regardless, I encourage you to keep going with us, as I do find your people very interesting and your writing style very enjoyable to read. I think if you stick with the RP for a little while, you'll find it very rewarding compared to simply phasing in-and-out of other RPs. [/quote] [img]https://cdn.meme.am/instances/500x/61740868.jpg[/img] No but seriously, I've literally been dead OOC, my NS hasn't been updated in some time and I don't even read the IC tbh. If I stick around, I'll most likely still never actually get a post up or if I do they'll be few and far between at which point I'll eventually just sort of shimmy out of existence in this RP. In short, it'd just prolong the process without actually solving the problem of my lack of interest. Personally I already see that as my own lack of commitment which your system has weeded out. In a way I've already failed as a RPer in this RP in that sense. I just cannot see how just staying in longer will really do anything. Its not like I'm playing a major influence race tbh unless people really want me to push out a half-assed post every ye often. Besides, even if I did have the energy to go write IC, my perpetually incomplete NS is basically preventing me from doing any such thing.