I know that there is no excuse for how long I've been gone without posting/saying/or even coming online. I feel like crap for disappearing and ask everyone for forgiveness even though I don't deserve it. I always got upset when people disappeared without a word and then I did it myself. If yal want me to not post here I won't. I'll still read though. Again I apologize even though I don't deserve it. If you choose to let me rejoin I promise not to disappear again. If anyone wants to know the reason I disappeared I'll tell you in a pm.