If they were leaving immediately after he probably would had jumped to the rooftops and gazed over the landscape that way, but they were going to be hanging around for a while and him jumping around like a Machina and not like a Muran would definitely compromise their stay. He was feeling awful, it wasn’t fair that everything he could do was something to be feared. If Amuné ended up being lost forever he would feel nothing but guilt as if he was the one who took her away, all because it would probably compromise his true self. He didn’t know what he valued more: his own existence or Amuné’s safety. Maybe if he had nobody else with him he would go all out, but everybody who was with him was connected to him and would just be brought down as well. 

Stressing out in all sorts of ways he almost forgot that he was supposed to be looking around for her, gasping as Nymira decided to take off. Looking around he soon looked back to Ethan, hearing him wanting to actually head away as well like Nymira. “What? But…” He didn’t understand the logic in that to split up and now he was left panicking pretty good. He didn’t know what to do at this point, it wasn’t as if he was tall enough to see beyond the crowd either. Panicking, he found himself stuck on the spot, unable to make a decision what he was supposed to do. He was only small and barely had company before, he didn’t know how to handle something like this.

Looking to Geoffrey when he spoke he frowned deeply, looking to the others before back again. Why was he leaving too? Were they all just leaving? He didn’t really know Zander and Wyth hated him and with Ethan running on ahead they might end up losing sight of him too. With growing frustration and panic he groaned when Geoffrey decided to leave him with some sort of advice before bailing too. It wasn’t supposed to be this way, he was supposed to be helpful and not act like a spare part for them to carry around. It wasn’t fair, nobody saw him as useful enough to take with them on their searches.

Well this was not going well, he was sure Zander didn’t much like him too and if that was the case he was having to be near two now. If Zander did like him then maybe it would be okay, but otherwise he was still a tagalong. Sighing, he lowered his head momentarily before looking to Zander, frowning as he gave his head a rub. “…Well, even if I said anything, nobody will believe me. It seems pointless to talk about anything, nevermind speaking so plainly about it too”, he spoke, walking along with Zander, “The only person I can talk to is very far away and even he doesn’t know much. I can’t talk about it at all in a place like this and…I doubt you would understand, anyway. I hope…you understand that I can’t talk about anything right now”. It was definitely difficult to explain himself, especially when it would probably frustrate Zander too. Trying to follow after Ethan’s footsteps he wanted to move faster but Zander barely seemed to be trying. “Can’t we go faster? I can’t see through people to see Ethan!”