Hey,

So you guys need to know so I am going to just say it. For the last two months I have been trying to save my marriage. That is why I haven't been on and haven't been able to post. That is why I haven't had any inspiration because I have been upset. Yesterday he decided to divorce me and Wednesday is the day he wants to send papers. I'm not leaving the RP but I'm not making promises on how a post will go. He said that he cares about me and loves me but he was never in love with me. He thought I could fill a hole in him but I guess I couldn't. I can't make him love me no matter how much I love him. I'm lost and broken...