[@Spinna]

They are watching me like a hawk. I lost ten pounds when he separated from me and I still had hope then. I'm not sure how much will go this time. I am afraid of needles so I will keep myself out of the hospital if I have to force myself to eat. At least I can drink liquids okay-ish. That will keep me in pretty good shape till I am hungry. I hate forcing myself to eat but it better than being in a hospital.