[@Silver Fox]it isn't true foxie. 

This whole year hasn't been good for me and I'm coming out of it. I try to remember everyone, but it's been hard.

I'm sorry, I didn't even see you post, and for a whole there if I didn't get mentioned...I just didn't care, because it was too much energy to look through it all. 

*hugs* I'm sorry for not being a good person...

I want you to stay. The thought of losing you, when you've been here so long? Devastating 

What's happened?