[quote=@Crimson Raven] *gives hug* Its not that bad. Please, don't go, give it time, you are important and welcome here. ☺️👍 [/quote] Other than I've missed... I dont even know how many pages by now. But thank you Crimson. It helps *hugs* [quote=@Caits] [@Silver Fox]it isn't true foxie. This whole year hasn't been good for me and I'm coming out of it. I try to remember everyone, but it's been hard. I'm sorry, I didn't even see you post, and for a whole there if I didn't get mentioned...I just didn't care, because it was too much energy to look through it all. *hugs* I'm sorry for not being a good person... I want you to stay. The thought of losing you, when you've been here so long? Devastating What's happened? [/quote] It's alright. I had the same thing this month. If no one mentioned me that I didn't have the energy to look. Or just thought no one cared enough to think of me. As for what happened, you can go on my profile and look at my status history. At the time I tried updating so my rps knew of things that happened. Which happened to be a chain reaction. The last one was the one I just grew the most tired and gave up in attempting to keep up with anything.