[quote=@Caits]
[@Silver Fox]
I feel utterly terrible. 

The games will be over soon, and then there's a time skip. If you'd like to wait till then to start posting again, you can. Then you need not know anything but who won the games. 

Cause even I am not too sure what the hell has happened lately
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Then I assume Karn really isn't part of the games anymore? I suppose I might do that then cause everytime I look at the IC. I just cringe and instantly retreat into doing something else.

Don't feel terrible... Not really anyone's fault. I'm just depressed. And when I'm depressed I get a bit needy and sad, but I just end up bottling up everything, hiding, not talking to anyone and just curl up in my bed. Just makes it worst in the long run but it's a built in system since I was a kid. Usually, my brothers or sister which are my pets are the ones I comfort with or talk to but, that doesn't seem to help as much for the main reason.

Just time and healing.

So don't worry Caits, you aint responsible of others. I'm just responsible for me. And I know I am immature and I really should buck up and not complain or feel this way. 

Despite that, it does feel good just to say things. Stupid things. Anything.