[quote=@Silver Fox]
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I didn't say what exactly happened here, just that I wasn't doing really well mostly and sorry I wasn't replying. My profile status pretty much explains what happened.

There's several details I could say as that event happened, though even now it's hard to stomach just remembering

And thank you for liking the little cinnamon roll kitty. We both appreciate it.
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Pets dying, especially close ones like cats and dogs, is very hard. I understand exactly what you are going through.

I've always loved my pets very much. I remember when I was really young, I had a guinea pig, named Speedy Houdini (because he knew how to escape of the cage, and we would have to chase him around to catch him. That lil' guy could [i]move[/i]) I loved him so much, when he died one day, my family held a little funeral for him just to help me deal with it. I remember that I cried the whole time. We buried him in the roots of a tree out back, and my dad hung up a homebuilt swing in honor of him. We no longer live there, but to my knowledge, that swing is still there.

I've had many pets since then, and I can remember every one of their names, what they looked like, and how they acted.

I suppose my point, while cliche, is this: He may no longer be alive, but you still have your memories of him, so he will always be with you.