[quote=@Snake Face]but no one wants anything to do with me.[/quote]

Bull.

http://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/150594-total-war-emerald-isles-cancelled-dead/ooc

I was there and will always be on the lurk. Make another and I'll be on the lurk, and if I don't join it won't have a damn thing to do with you, it'll be my own activity issues.

I've been told to be sympathetic, but given my own experiences I have very great difficulties in doing so.

You are what you make yourself to be. Real life? Shit happens. Internet? Build your image and if it goes wrong, change direction or tear the whole bloody thing down and do it over like I've done five times in the past couple decades. Not quite as easy in real life to do as the internet - but it is doable.