[@Raijinslayer]

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I don't know, some things I think I deserve, some things I don't, sometimes I think I'm selfish for thinking I don't deserve...I don't know. I love my mom and I know she loves me, but she hurts me a lot, intentional or not. I want to help her, but I know if I stay with her it will not be good for my mental health. Ultimately I'm more or less decided that I will try to move out as soon as possible, but I can't help but feel guilty.
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