Matthew Harvester || Agriculture Clubroom - July 6 (afterschool)

Another fight down another success, so why did it feel so pointless? 
Thinking back on it Matt went through his day pointlessly to the point he was nearly oblivious to people talking to him during the day, after snapping out of it for a bit the boy mopped around until he decided to clear his head by going and watering the plants in the clubroom and maybe throw some research in to distract his thoughts.

After School he headed to the clubroom and secretly sighed with relief that he avoided Shizuka, “*sigh* huh? Why am I relieved?” With a confusing thought mumbled he started watering the plants.
Distant again in his thoughts Matt gazed out the window into the sky,
[i]What the hell am i supposed to do? Is there anything I [u]can[/u] do?[/i] Truthfully Matt’s never had to have so much trouble with emotions and people in his life, he would always get people caught up in his pace so quickly no one had time to think about it…. But now the pace was so…. Well slow.

[i]*sigh* maybe if i have a change of environment I can thi-[/i] “OH SHIT” Lost in thought Matt didn’t realise he was drowning the flowers he was watering.
Now panicking the young stressed boy picked up the Lilacs and attempted to save them.

“DAMN IT WHY IS THIS SO HARD!?” If anyone walked by they would probably wonder why someones yelling strange words out, but to the boy it was confirmation in words of how heavy the feelings were.