Let me first start with how damn excited I was about bringing in a new character, and excited to bring in new ideas, new plans for the role play that are aimed at everyone, involving everyone. 

Now I just feel so terrible. 

I wanted this to be a role play where anyone, regardless of skill, could be here, and we weren't getting that in free role play. That's why I moved it to casual. I know there were some concerns doing that, but I feel like we did it well. I feel like everyone has done well, and I'm so proud of that. 

A year ago, a post like the one Vic and I just did would have terrified me. Would have made me feel inadequate, so I know how it feels. Now? It makes me feel happy that I can do something like that. I feel like I have grown so much as a writer, and I have Vic to thank for that. And Damo. And blackpanther. 

I just want everyone to have the chance to grow, like I have. A year ago, I would have said I'd reached my peak. Now? I feel like I've reached the peak and am now looking at the next mountain, thinking "I can do that" 

Please, let's not argue. Let's not put ourselves down and say we can't do anything like that. 

Because... you can. And you will.