[@Wraithblade6][@BCTheEntity][@Sophrus][@Klomster][@Jbcool]

Well, what am I supposed to say in the face of that?

Am I supposed to look like a petulant child, and try and defend myself? To justify my actions, like it somehow matters, despite knowing some (if not all) of you just don't like me as a person.

Am I supposed to point out the faults of others? Throw mud around to try and make myself look better, despite the fact the people I'd be throwing it at are the ones I'm trying to make myself look better to.

Should I apologize? Admit fault, where I don't think I've committed a sin. Just accept every accusation that's been leveled at me, even those I don't agree with. Say I'm sorry, grit my teeth, ask for another chance, and spend any remaining time with this group stepping on eggshells, at the best.

Maybe I'm expected to just give up, and walk away. Admit defeat and let my actions make me look like a self-proclaimed martyr, or some angry internet troll.


I've been roleplaying as a hobby for over a decade. I've been in any number of groups. I've been in groups where I was the problem player, and groups where I wasn't. I've had groups fall apart around me, no matter what I did, and groups that threw me out only to fall apart without so much as another post. I've seen RPs through to the end, and RPs just kind of fade away.

But here, I'm at a loss. I honestly don't know what to do. I'd like to continue with this group, but I don't want to be where I'm not wanted. I'd like to show you all that I'm not just some prick, blind to the feelings of others, who's nothing but a waste of talent and imagination on a poor player. However, I don't want to try and change minds that are already set in stone, only to make moods worse for no reason.

So, before I make any decisions, and before you make any of yours, I'd like to ask;
What would you all do? You've seen my position, and I can only hope I've made my stance clear. If you were me, and somehow found yourself with a similar choice to make, which would you pick?