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Cienna would listen as Julie spoke each word hitting her harder than the last. Her neutral composure collapsing as Julie finished speaking. Her eyes closing tightly to try and hold back the tears as her small body quivered all over. [color=darkorchid]”s…sorry… i… I’m.. sorry…” [/color] she said lifting off Julies bed and backing towards the door. Her mind numb with the pain that was going through her, the darkness now complete she couldn’t think, she turned fleeing from the room as fast as she could fly tears falling from her face as she did so. She would leave the hospital flying a little faster than a person would walk taking off straight up into the air. [color=darkorchid]”stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid[/color] she yelled at herself while flying in any direction to get away from the pain. [color=darkorchid]”No one will ever love you! You don’t deserve it.”[/color] she continued abusing herself. 
If she had been thinking when she left she might have remembered the book and her purse which she had left sitting on the side of Julies bed. She had not been thinking though she was in pain and wanted to escape, she wanted to forget the pain. She found her flying around her own apartment building as if by some force of chance. The flight home had been a blur she only remembered the darkness holding her. She landed on her balcony and turned to face the city and screamed as more tears fell from her face. [color=darkorchid]“Why! Why! Why!” [/color] she demanded of the very air itself as if it would answer her