Everyone, I decided what I have to do. Instead of prolonging the start of this RP any longer because of my lack of inspiration, I've decided to take on a passive role in the RP. I'm still going to be the GM, look over the sheets, and guide the plot and NPCs as a DM. I haven't done this before at all, but it's the only way I can see myself continuing this RP. I hope that's okay with everyone.