[quote=@souleaterfan320]
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Shinji:
I'm done fighting. You win. Just.. do this right. Get it done. I want to be over this.  you all seem to think you have this under control, so fuck it. Do what you must.
[/quote]

Sounds like you had a major issue with wanting to handle a problem alone when you couldn’t.