[color=f49ac2][i]Maybe I will be okay. I’m just getting myself in a muddle. Cas is right, I don’t have to be strong all the time[/i][/color]. Thinking to herself as she caught the brash smile and his confirmation that he wouldn’t forget [i]that[/i], it was exciting to think he still wanted to be with her like that and no amount of trauma between them had stopped their desire for one another. Already her heart raced and that was just at the thought of it, she already felt warm and she was sure her cheeks had to have a pink tinge in them which was no doubt easily on show from her pale skin. Thankfully though Cas had taken a step back from the sound of the doorknob rattling and the distance gave her a chance to calm down, turning to look at Miles she pondered his question about the fact Jay wasn’t back as if trying to act natural and not like they had almost been caught red handed in a hold. 

[color=f49ac2]“Cosmos?”[/color] Tilting her head at the mention of this magazine she could only assume it had to be some sort of feminine thing, it didn’t sound like a sports magazine. [color=f49ac2][i]Is there even a sports magazine?[/i][/color] As if focusing on the small things she nearly jumped when Jays voice came from the doorway, but she managed to contain herself knowing that she was safe here. Cas had told her it was okay, that she wouldn’t be a burden and right now it was safe and miles better than the hospital or prison which were places she hated to be in. So Iris made an effort, to join in the chatter and not seem so nervous even though inside it was how she felt. 

[color=f49ac2]“Wasted, I’m sure this has to be the more enjoyable part of the plan. I was going to ask about your alibi, but it looks like you have it covered.”[/color] Iris mused as she folded her arms looking towards Jay as he set down the glasses, she was starting to feel more comfortable around them realising that they were just genuine people who wanted to help. [color=f49ac2][i]I have to let go; I have to trust Cas[/i][/color]. Willing her thoughts as she took a seat at the table where Jay had placed the stash down, eyes looking at the fact he had brought three glasses already including her as if it was natural. 

[color=f49ac2]“Oh…”[/color] As if debating on if she wanted to drink she wondered if maybe the alcohol would help her sleep tonight, she knew she would find it hard to rest in the new surroundings and her thoughts clearly wasn’t her friend right now so maybe it was a good idea. Though the thought of alcohol reminded her of her father and how trashed he used to get, passed out without a care in the world but that was different. Her father had a problem, this was purely for fun and it’s not like any of them were alcoholics, just young adults wanting to have a good time. 

[color=f49ac2]“Hmm do I take part or do I watch the amusement unfold of watching other people drunk.”[/color] Iris laughed as she toyed up with the idea, glancing at Cas glad he was here before she looked back at Jay and nodded. [color=f49ac2]“Sure, it’s not every day I get to celebrate an escape plan.” [/color]