[quote=@Nimda] *Takes a breath and starts to look up, but exhales and slumps my shoulders, exhausted* [/quote] I want you to know... I'm here for you. Anything you need, you can rely on me.... I only want the best for you, and I'm positive that we can make it through this together. Im so sorry for putting you through all of this. This is all my fault.... you told me to kill you if things got bad, and I didnt listen. I let you fall into that dispair. That need to consume took over you because of my actions. And, also because of my actions, you ended up like this. I kept you alive for my own selfish reasons, because I didnt want to lose you, when theres a high possibility that I already have. But, if theres any bit of you left in there, I want you to know that you are cared about, here. You arent alone, and I'll be damned if I let you go through this alone. You ended up in this pain because of me. As my repentance for that, I will help you recover. And If I cannot... then I alone will grant you the mercy you asked for in the first place.