[quote=@Blackmist16]
Well I guess you could say I'm a misanthrope and a bit asocial because I don't like making new friends because I have lost friends due to my actions and words IRL even though its unintentional. I'm like trying to be funny here and make light of things. I would say I like Internet me rather than myself IRL.
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I'ma bout to rephrase myself:

I'm a misanthrope and asocial IRL. I find social interaction tiring and emotionally draining. I never be myself around people I feel the need to be accepted by and will do anything to make them like me. But since the pandemic I have been able to change that and realize that I have been used by people to get ahead themselves. So I decided I would rather not talk to anyone but my family and very few close friends IRL. Online I am very social to the point where I exhaust myself.