Hailfire, I am sorry as well. I had to take a short hiatus, as you have seen my absence, to do the very same thing you are doing and I am still actually working on everything in my life still, it is a process, a metaphorical marathon if you will, but not a sprint. I am honored to have rped with you and gained you as a friend who I hope to continue a friendship with in the future. 

I wish you the best of luck, and if you ever need someone to talk, you know where to find me one way or another. 

In best Regards- Austin Napier.