I would read through old posts on a forum that no longer exists due to some nonsense. Everyone was sad that day. Now I keep a diary. I write in it every time I start to relapse into depression. It helps.. kinda. Anyway. You know what they say, attitudes are contagious. That is why I've been enjoying Cayenne's personality.. sort of. Always cheerful. Makes me cheerful. I restore my own faith in humanity hoping there are people like him in this world.