[quote=@Jeddaven]
<Snipped quote by Letter Bee>

LB, with all due respect -  you keep apologizing for your outbursts, only to proceed to do outbursts immediately afterwards. I have trouble believing these apologies are genuine at this point. 
[/quote]

Immediately afterwards? Sigh... While true, you should have noticed by now that instead of continuing to yell and threaten, I managed to regain my composure and keep myself coherent. Compared to my previous shows of bad temper, my current behavior, though not perfect, is still an improvement and can be negotiated with, whereas before I would have shouted and screamed for four or five hours.