[quote=@Etcetera] [i]My life's work was destroyed![/i] And now you're trying to figure out how to bribe me like some kind of politician. I don't want it to be worth my while Shinji, I want to know what I could possibly do to help any of you. I'm not going to go die so you can say you gave it your all. [/quote] [i]you're going to die anyways, you idiot![/i] I too have lost. I too have suffered. I don't get to make excuses. I don't get to give up. People depend on us. When my children died, I had nothing else to lose. The thing i had fought so damn hard for was ripped from me from the very woman who I had loved. I have felt betrayal on all fronts. But I can't throw the towel in. I don't get the option. Are you going to let your failures stop you? Or are you going to rise up from the ahses a better man than you were before?