[quote=@Spiritblitz] From what Dad says, it doesn’t sound like hatred… [/quote] Dad believes it can be fixed, regardless of what it is. And about that I am confident he is right. But there are certain cases where the situation is incredibly delicate. *Plucks a blade of grass from the ground and balances it on my fingertip* Things are just barely hanging on, resting in a way that's just barely sustainable. Then, along comes a very slight breeze that it wasn't quite used to... *Blows the blade of grass off of my fingertip, letting it slowly flutter to the ground* And it all goes tumbling out of control.