[quote=@Stratocracy]
<Snipped quote by Etcetera>

What I’m saying is, that you’ve been soaked in the pain for so long that you’re convinced it’s no longer there. But the fact that it’s there is the whole reason you feel numb to begin with. But that is okay, because it can still go away.
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I [i]wish[/i] there was pain. Pain would be great. Guilt, sad, all of those. I don't care.