[quote=@Stratocracy]
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Uh huh.
*Clears my throat*
What do you mean by that? Are you proposing those as solutions where you hunt yourself?
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Once she's gone, that's it. It's not time for that choice yet. And no, I can't die when I want to. They're just thoughts, the start of plans.