[quote=@Etcetera]
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Once she's gone, that's it. It's not time for that choice yet. And no, I can't die when I want to. They're just thoughts, the start of plans.
[/quote]

Right, but is that the hypothetical you’re getting at when you proposed those two alternatives? I’m trying to make sure we’re on the same page here.