[quote=@Etcetera] *Nods* It must have been so difficult for you. [/quote] [color=9e0b0f][i]*Wipes my eyes and composes myself* [/i][/color] Yeah... uncomfortable feeling that! I think it only becomes more difficult with time, especially with those never ending questions... not so much about the why, but about the what, how and the what ifs... [color=9e0b0f][i]*I seem to have lost a bit of mental focus over time here*[/i][/color]