[quote=@Server]
<Snipped quote by The Odeoron>

And which paper are we on right now?
[/quote]

That is the problem... you are the only one who can figure this part out... and in a way this is good for your evolution! The more you grow in tune with yourself the better you can become at resisting attacks... 

But that said... you basically have to tell us in which level we are right now... sorry i can't provide more info on the matter...