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It's not, but what am I trying to [i]do?[/i]
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Sit down, then... [color=9e0b0f][i]*Begins describing the process of present moment transcendental meditation*[/i][/color]

There... you get it now? This is empirical for you, and you alone, to figure out what is ailing you in detail.