[quote=@Audacious] It’s not [i]anyone’s[/i] weight to bear! It’s not fair… I never, [i]never[/i] want to see his face again, but for all we know, every second we wait, is another person enduring torment that shouldn’t be. *Sniffs and takes a shaky but more stable breath* People always get hurt because I so adamantly back away. [i]I[/i] keep getting hurt because I keep trying to remove myself from problems. Maybe that should change… That probably has to change. [/quote] Violet, listen. I don't make very good decisions when I start to panic. And I've learned that nobody else really does either. I won't stop you from being involved but you've got to calm down at least a little bit first.