[quote=@The Odeoron] I don't think you should do that either, least if it is in your current condition... But alas, all i can recommend is get yourself a strong network of friends who care for you as much as one cares for their own family. If worse comes to worse, make sure it is [b][i]REALLY[/i][/b] hard to get you down first, and then worry whether the reality you're in gives you such a trump card. [/quote] You're saying to make myself unlikable somehow? Find allies?