[color=#1A1A3B][b][u][h1][sub][sub][sub]Farren[/sub][/sub][/sub][/h1][/u][/b][/color] felt his blood tremble, like some unearthly vibration had passed through his entire body from head to toe, however, he barely noticed the sensation as he stumbled into the Dream. The transition, this time, was not a smooth one, where usually he’d have simply awoken in the same (or nearly the same) mental state before the shift into the Nightmare, this time he went from unnaturally relaxed–and nearly blissed out–and into a state of near-shock, abject confusion, and intense disorientation. The whiplash of his shift from one state to the other was in fact so stark and sudden that Farren did not catch himself after the stumble, and instead fell to one knee…and then promptly vomited. As his senses returned to him, it was like his mind simultaneously ‘closed’ as his guard came up and–in some ways narrowed his perspective–even as his awareness expanded as he once more regained the vigilance that he’d maintained until their arrival in the Lumenflower Garden. Yet, as he thought back, the too-close memory of [i]that place[/i] looming large in his mind, Farren recalled only a sense of peace and serenity. Freedom even. So why did he feel so nauseous? He’d merely met the Vicar…that [color=gray]nice old man[/color] and despite Ophelia’s warnings, he didn’t understand why he ought to have been cautious of him. Farren’s brow furrowed, his hair blowing frantically in the brisk wind. The garden had seemed so beautiful, but quickly his associations with it shifted, its strange unearthly light coming to represent whatever was now causing bile to rise in his throat. Farren swallowed hard, jaw clenching savagely, teeth pressed together, lips slightly pulled back in a grimace. His breathing was ragged and for once, the azure-eyed hunter made no attempt to calm himself down, instead allowing himself to exist in that state of deep unpleasantness. When he finally spoke, his words came out raspy and rough, as if his throat had been ravaged by days of coughing, [color=#1A1A3B][b]“I’m never going back there.”[/b][/color]