Thinking back to her first couple of weeks on the ship, she winced and gave him a questioning look. "From the beginning?" She asked incredulously, "You mean when I stowed myself away on the ship and almost threw Declan overboard when everyone tried to kick me off?" She was a savage, filled with anger. It took her a good couple of months and a beating from Sebastian to get her to calm down and act like a normal human. It pained her to think about how wild she acted. To think that Elijah found that appealing...She shook her head, laughing a bit. "You had a death wish, didn't you?"