Kazuya had been sat in a very quiet park reading a book, he didn't like busy places and even within this park he was sat behind a tree out of sight, he found it awkward being around people...their eyes looking at him, it made him want to curl up into a ball and just close his eyes and imagine they weren't there but he couldn't...that'd only just attract their attention further...so...really all he could do was just look at the ground and kinda hope they didn't pay much attention to him. Even now Kazuya's confidence prohibited him from summoning up the courage to go and ask to join a Squad...he didn't want to join a Squad which was rather combat focused but he also really didn't want to join a Squad where he'd be doing nothing combat orientated...he didn't really know where he'd fit in...which made him feel really depressed...he wanted to fit in...but he just couldn't because of his lack of confidence. Even seeing a Captain was intimidating well...even normal Shinigami were so a Captain was something else...talking to them...he'd just...freeze...