[OOC] Final Fantasy 9 - Reimagined [Private and Full.]

[CAS1006]

Will try to update tomorrow.

Edit: Do you guys want to go to Dali, or Treno?

[rivaan]

Treno!!!! Also I will be posting tomorrow at some point too ^^

[Silver Fox]

Treno is indeed fun. Karn could totally go play some cards.

[CAS1006]

You guys will be going to both. There will be plot points in each place.

And I made air traffic a thing. As in "Search Ships, transports and so on."

Aethernet is basically like a Radio for them. Well, more Globe and Region.

[Shadow007]

@CAS1006

Okay, makes sense. Sorry, I haven't been active... Been REALLY busy with work and I'm moving and what not. -__-

[CAS1006]

@Shadow007It's okay, I am not rushing anyone to do anything. Just during my down time I planned Arc ideas. And I thought "Rather than do the Forest, I would make the world more lively. There is more than just transport and Cargo ships. That and it justifies the spread of news."

I hate when plots just have... News spread about.
Example being "How can a Bounty Hunter be ahead of me if I am half the continent away. If so and so just set up the capture bounty?"

[CAS1006]

Going to poke Looking Glass and Shadow, already poked Feisty.

[Shadow007]

@CAS1006

Posted! And yes... Itzal has a crush on Hitori. O/////////O

[CAS1006]

@CAS1006

Posted! And yes... Itzal has a crush on Hitori. O/////////O

@Shadow007

Pfff... This is indeed a good chuckle.

[Shadow007]

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Pfff... This is indeed a good chuckle.

@CAS1006

*laughs* Oh Itzal, you need to get a hold of yourself.

[CAS1006]

@Shadow007Fun fact. In the Original, Hitori and Cas were very... Different.

Hitori was more gruesome, where Cassius was very... secretive and tried to be leader like to some degree because everyone seemed at eachother's throats.

Cassius tried to find a good middle ground there, Hitori at one point was going to try to impress him and earn his affections. XD
He was also Afraid of Hitori. Blank x Cas was almost a thing. It probably was still going to be a thing, but literally put a Ring on Cas. Was all like "Now no one has a reason to flirt with him." (I swear, I feel Silver throwing that out the Window to just destroy my sanity.)

"Hey Pretty Kitty, how about... some Sword Practice. " Blank tries to do The Moves
Cassius felt his eyes sink in. "Anubis... You know what you must do..."

But due to "He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named". I rebooted this, and the characters are much different.
Cassius is more... Wild Arms like than Anything.
Different starting Familiar as well. Much smaller. More Confident. (Other was kind of a "Let's try to salvage this..." Kind of guy. In a way everyone agreed with him, but had different emotional responses.)

[Shadow007]

@CAS1006

IDK, I like gruesome characters as well, but it is interesting to see how your character changes over time, yeah? Itzal was a lot different back in the day as well.

[CAS1006]

@Shadow007Oh god, if people had Titles in this rp like in Tales of Symphonia type games?

I have the best one for Cassius.

"Cassanova." High Charisma.

[Shadow007]

@CAS1006

YES. APPROVED. XD

[CAS1006]

Fuck the 6th and 7th.

A lot happened on my birthday, a lot I wasn't too happy with. But let's get the pleasantries out of the way. I woke up to a storm of "Happy Birthday!" messages on Skype and DA. It was nice, and I want to thank you all in (Good chunk of you in this thread anyways). It was nice, but I kinda wished we were a bit more engaged in dialog.

Day started with that, little cleaning, and my dad going to get me a Pizza and Tuxedo Cake; which is one of the tastiest cakes out there. It has two layers of white cake, then you get a moose chocolate (I'm not actually sure of how it is spelled, but it is pronounced as "moose" ), cake, Vanilla bean cream cheese, with chocolate frosting ontop. Needless to say, it was very tasty. And we had a Home Run inn pizza, they are the kind of store bought Pizza's you cook on the oven rack. Very nice as well. (I had that yesterday instead of my day.)

So everything seemed nice, and then my dad told me that our family friend that I've known since I was 3, was helping his sister, and not the good help. He in his own words "Clyde told me something I wish I never heard Chris. 'I am not a drug dealer, but I'm an enabler', I don't want him near you guys." While I respect my dad, it was a shock to hear. I knew Clyde since I was a child. And I just turned 21. Like... It was a weight just dropped onto me, that he was cleaning his sister's needles. To help her do her Heroine. But that isn't the worst part.

The night before, I spoke to Clyde, he was eating a big ass chicken sandwich, like this thing was the exaggerated shit you'd see on Tv as you grew up. And he was dazing off, I'm just making toaster waffles because I neglected to eat recently. Been absorbed in Smite. And he was drifting out so bad. Now, It is no secret I take Bhenadryhl capsules to help me sleep; horrible insomnia. So I know sleeping medications.

This guy's eyes rolled to the back of his head. And I'm freaking out, midnight, formally my birthday. And I was thinking "Maybe he is just stressed?"
But no, sleeping medication does not work that way. But when I woke up much later, I was given the news. My mom even mentioned his arm infection in the past. So... He's been doing Heroine. And... It was a lot to take in.

It's no secret I am socially awkward and wished I could make friends easily. But this just shut me down emotionally. I wanted to sleep, I wanted to cry, I wanted to be alone, yet not alone.

It ruined my day to a large degree. My bf at least gave me some form of relaxation. So, that was nice.

And the day after, this guy bitched on Skype about how everyone is liars...? Now, I mean generalizing everyone and he was willing to die with that statement.

Our lives might revolve around ourselves. But the reactionary universe does not share this law. Please stop with the entitled bitching like everyone owes you, in fact, he should be kissing my ass with how much of his shit I was willing to put up with, and I get that sounds entitled as fuck. But when you have to be strong for everyone, and have these chores, these people you interact with daily? I can't be there for everyone. Yet I feel shut out a lot of the times because people are busy too, fighting their own battles. I have to fight mine too. So please stop.

"Everyone is a liar! All of you!"
Don't lump me with your toxic friends. Then proceed to make 5 journals about the people you lost. I'm done with you, not saying your name because that is the absolute last ounce of respect you'll ever get from me. I'm done with your shit. I'm tired of being the friend to extend my hand to you, going out of my way, for you to spit and bite at me. No more.

And last night wasn't great either simply because I had my own emotional and mental breakdown. I'm strong because I have to be, not because I want to be.
I appear regal because I want to be seen as it, not just some boring guy.

And, it makes me feel like I am toxic as a result. I hate it, and even my friend Reagan says I'm being waaayyy too hard on myself.

But... All in all, in conclusion, exct.

I would like to not have my hand bitten when extending my hand out to offer support. I'm not here to destroy you, just help if I can, but I won't lie to you to make you feel better.

I'd like to try to make more friends despite being socially awkward. And, I just want to move on from my birthday.

[CAS1006]

@Feisty-Pants I get you have a family and other rps. But I want you to post today, you been posting in other threads on and off.

[CAS1006]

Going to get Lev to post today, that way we can say everyone had a shot to post, Perrin's player said "He is kinda just there." In short we don't have to worry to much about advancements.

And... I think I have a cute outfit for Garnet in mind.

[CAS1006]

Something awesome my friend commissioned.

Monica is all the way to the left.
Ark and Gabe (Two in the middle) belong to a friend.
And Cas all the way to the right.

[CAS1006]

Oh look, character development.

Edit: Curious how many implications can be found.

[Shadow007]

Oh look, character development.

Edit: Curious how many implications can be found.

@CAS1006

Character development is always good. Also, getting on my post today... Right now...