"Quite," Fendros replied, getting up to fetch a couple of portions of meat from the pack's storage. If it were up to him, Fendros would rather have Ahnasha out of danger altogether, but he knew how much it meant to her to prove her worth. He very much doubted that he would be able to convince her otherwise. He reached into the sack and pulled out a fresh portion of what seemed to be some kind of limb, then dug a little deeper for his own meal. There was just as high a chance that what he pulled out for himself was the flesh of one of the people they killed today, but he tried not to make it a problem.
Fendros handed Ahnasha's portion to her and prepared to spit his own to cook it. He sat down next to Ahnasha again and skewered the... he believed it to be guar leg... then inspected it front and back, his expression became curious. Slowly, Fendros brought the raw food to his mouth and bit out a chunk of it. He ended up needing to tear it more than he was used to. As he chewed, he noted the different taste and texture it had from its cooked form. His chewing slowed, he was ambivalent. It was cold, slimy and laborious to chew, but juicy, and with a very different flavour. He swallowed with scrunched eyes, the large mouthful probably needed to be chewed for longer. His stomach felt nervous when the mouthful hit it and he considered the results of his experiment.
"An acquired taste, isn't it?" Janius said, looking in on Fendros' culinary adventure.
Fendros licked out leftovers from his back teeth. "Yes, very." Fendros said.
"Well you might try it in between like I sometimes do. Undercook your meals some more, it might be better than you expect." Janius mentioned.
Fendros bobbed his head to one side, what could be the harm in trying? All this time he had been thoroughly cooking his meals by habit, unless Lorag came by and chided him for it. Fendros made a conscious effort this time to be careful with how he cooked his meat over the campfire and the result was, indeed, pleasantly surprising. The meat was tender, but not overly chewy, except right in the centre. More notably, it retained its juiciness and flavour much more than usual.
The meal virtually capped off the evening, with everyone having finished their cloaks and Fendros having adjusted and somewhat repaired his adjustments to the chitin armour. Fendros eventually swallowed his pride and asked for Lorag's expertise, as he was likely a better armourer than any of them, and the job was finished quickly.
Fendros lay down in his bedroll with a number of thoughts rolling through his mind, making it slightly difficult to get to sleep. He found that these thought were becoming more prevalent the closer they got to finding this 'orc' who was this renowned slayer of lycans. The hunt today only added to those thoughts.
Before him was a field of vivid green grass. There was no one around. A treeline enclosed the field, not a fence. This was a world uninhabited, unworried. Everything was so... peaceful.
A voice sounded behind him, he turned around and saw Ahnasha walking towards him from across the field, she was waving. He smiled and waved back. They were both safe in this field.
He began to walk towards her, sharing her infectious smile. He realised that the distance he covered was only increasing the distance between them both. Concerned, he began to jog. He wasn't getting any closer to her.
An orc appeared behind her. Not like Lorag. Bigger. The orc had no face. The orc wielded a vicious spear.
He tried to run faster, but couldn't reach her. He tried to yell, but could not speak. She continued to smile, unaware of the danger.
The orc reared and drove the spear through her back, its tip protruding through her chest. Her face was surprised, saddened. He still could not yell. He still could not reach her.
Her face turned into the face of the Dunmer woman that he had killed. The face rushed up to his, its expression with the same fear as when he had struck her down. The Dunmer woman shrieked like she did when he snapped her arm, except it was prolonged. Like a banshee of horror stories.
He tried to yell, he couldn't speak. He covered his eyes. He felt his own touch. He felt his consciousness.
Fendros suddenly awoke, his heart racing. He took his hands from where they were covering his face. It was the middle of the night by the looks, there was no sound save for a stiff breeze from the mouth of the cave further up. He slowly sat himself up, drenched in a layer of cool sweat. In the dim light of the cave, he spotted Ahnasha peacefully sleeping nearby. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, exhaling his tension away. That was a horrible nightmare. Normally they would involve him drowning in the blood of beasts he had killed, or killing the Cheydinhal guard until he realised that they were members of his family dressed in guard uniforms. Never had they involved him seeing another kill someone he cared for, let alone someone from the pack. He couldn't protect Ahnasha in his dream... he realised that it was a very real fear that he had, especially when they were all traveling to find and fight the very person that would pose the most danger to all of them.
Se sat up and calmed himself for a while longer, then settled back down to sleep, hoping that he wouldn't encounter that dream again.