Look if you want to lead it then you should. If you want support you have Un and me backing you up. (well I can't speak for Un but from what she says here it sound like she got your back)
And its like this whole thing never existed, this is pretty much a common idea but Ig to so many plans for that never able to pass through....
So try again and keep at it till it works. There is no harm in trying something. Not every RP has a easy start and sometimes must tweaked and reboot a few times before it really kicks of a strong and steady RP. I can say that form personal experience. Anyway I think destiny you want to lead this RP idea, just your lack of confidence just makes it hard when you the idea fail, that is never an easy thing to see if you are at least half committed to the RP you made. I know it not easy but you've just gotta pick yourself up dust of and give it another go.
Its my first in going an rp ya know? Thats the whole point... I got no experience okay, I just see what others do and try to work it out...
it also the fact that no one takes me seriously when it comes to do that, when I wanna ask for the student council, nothing much. just seeing someone else taken seriously while I am here just agreeing...
I don't want to give this up but it the feeling if I am important to it...am I actually needed...
Alright, I think you told me that, but my point is the same. Well all start to learn GMing somewhere I got lucky and was tutored by a friend, your doing it the hard way learning as you go. like you said you've just gotta see what others do and work it out. Or if push comes to shove ask someone to teacher you a little.
As for being taken seriously I'm not sure really what you could do about that other then go OI listen to me I need to have a serous discussion here. That and I don't want to insult anyone but you co-GM/s should back you up in that situation if needed.
But you are needed it is after all your idea. It wouldn't be the same with out you. (cliche yes but true no)
I did have some help with friends....but just tell me to do my own thing and such...got lost a bit and on the way got insulted... (previous thread i got insulted for being too nice..) that really pushed me down, as I was getting hang of it that one thing made me from level 3 to level 0 in my confidence...
I did wish the co-gm would back me up but seems like he kicked me out from the nest (he the one who help me at start) and now busy flying off while I am clueless what to do.
....I though you said fur no meaning its not true...until rereading it multiple times...lol