[OOC] Sein Academy(Fantasy Roleplay)

[SomeoneSomewere]

I know, I try, but it's a lot easier to say then do. Especially when you already suffer from anxiety.

Woo haha. I'm wondering if there is some type of trick behind what's going on right now @Arista

[Arista]

I really don't know, I'm having Enna's grandmother 'appear' as a trick from the headmistress. She's trying to get Enna because she knows the others will follow. Other then that? No idea xD

I'm sorry, I'm here to talk if you need someone ^~^ @SomeoneSomewere

[SomeoneSomewere]

Ha! I was right then haha

Thanks, means a lot @Arista

[Arista]

@SomeoneSomewere ^]^ glad you guessed right haha

No problem, friends help other friends right? ^~^

[SomeoneSomewere]

It's a satisfying feeling.

And that is correct. Which is why I wish I had more friends that actually cared @Arista

[Arista]

@SomeoneSomewere I only have to or three friends now, that actually care -your one of them- and honestly I'm content.

I bet xD

[SomeoneSomewere]

Satisfied feeling gone, Adrian's attempt to save her ended miserably. He just can't seem to do anything good and stop bad things from happening, poor guy.

Then I'm over here cursing the guy, wishing to cut his head off but knowing that won't end well.

My gosh, what to do, how to proceed. How will they save Enna now

Adrian's gonna hate himself even more now

I have two, and both are online friends. But sometimes you just need that person to be there and hug you and comfort you in person, you know? But when you try to confide in someone they obviously don't care or flat out ignore you, making you feel worthless and that you should give up trying to talk to anyone, because you are simply a dead weight that everyone just lets tag along... Sorry, depressing things, that's part of what is going on right now.

@Arista

[Arista]

@SomeoneSomewere Oh believe me I know the feeling. On here I have an online friend that I've known for 9 years and she's been with me through thick and thin, she helped me when no one else gave a damn. Just know that your not worthless, everyone means something to someone.

I feel bad for doing it, though Enna don't go quietly xD Adrian will get his spotlight ^{^

Made my character for We are Demi :3 I really do like her lol

[SomeoneSomewere]

I keep on scratching and holding my dog and he looks at me like," do you mind? I'm trying to sleep" I need come sort of physical comfort dog, and you are the one that can provide it and shows some semblance of caring. My other friend I met through I different online thing when I was in 7th grade, and I've helped her through a ton. We have had our really hard patches, we didn't talk to one another for several months because of how negative the relationship had gotten( I was an emotional wreck at that time) but now we are back, and we just help each other out. But it still ends up being more about her and everything, all the awesome stuff she is doing, then there is me, feeling lonely and sad and just upset.

I'll probably have a reply up tomorrow, not sure what to write or how to phrase what I'm thinking, and knowing me I'll fall asleep in the middle of writing it up.

And my dog left, dang

[Arista]

Aw, my dog is with my mom on her bed, makes me feel sad and crap. Well as I said before, I'm here so feel free to vent till your content, I can only offer vertical hugs and those don't do like actual hugs, sorry.

It's cool, I have my post up for Demi ap there's that I suppose. No worries friend, take it easy or your mind will just go further then where it's at now. @SomeoneSomewere

[SomeoneSomewere]

I'm 18 years old, and I went and fetched one of my old stuff animals for comfort. That's how I was feeling last night haha

It's freezing cold. Go away winter. Or if you are gonna be here, bring snow and not ice, thank you

I'll have a post up soon, I'm at school so I have nothing else to do haha. @Arista

Edit::

Just saw your status.

I like dragon rider roleplays

[Arista]

@SomeoneSomewere I just curled up and stared at the wall until I fell asleep. I'm 22 lol, I have a stuffed dolphin that I cuddle with sometimes :3

I love winter :3

Ah, school xD I miss it at times lol

Yay! What do you have in mind? Me friend and I have a plot mostly done, you and I can figure something else out ^>^

[SomeoneSomewere]

Once I was able to calm my brain I was out haha.

I like snow, just not cold.

I only have 5 more months or so left of highschool, then onto better things.

We really have too many similar likes. I don't know, I just saw that and I had to go with it haha. @Arista

[Arista]

My brain never shuts up xD I just ignore it lol

Cool, good luck ^>^

I love snow and cold xD

Yeah we do, it's cool ^>^@SomeoneSomewere

[SomeoneSomewere]

That was all my brain just running wild. Generally happens after my shower, it's when I think over the day. So I either feel great or crap after a shower. Unless if it's after work and I feel like passing out.

You probably have to deal with it more than I do. Though I dislike both of the extreme seasons here, it's either blistering hot in the summer or freezing cold in the winter. There is like, no in between during those seasons. But during spring and fall it's awesome.

But seriously, it's SO hard to come by an awesome dragon rider roleplay, group or 1X1 @Arista

[Arista]

@SomeoneSomewere That's why I'm trying to think of a good plot, I had either a kingdom-based idea where the Rider's are royalty -with dragons of their own- and need a binding of their respective heirs in order to increase the power they need to fight a rival nation of rider's and dragons. Or a experimental-based RP whewe a group of people have children known as 'Rider's' and want to bond them with a 'Dragon' a person able to full-shift into a dragon before the child reaches maturity, where they can awaken their own power and fight back. As of now since they aren't bonded, they can only tap into their power for a short time. Those are my ideas xD

Summer is awesome here, except when it's so hot you begin to sweat the moment you step outside, then I'm not a happy camper xD winter here is cold as hell lol

I ignore my brain most of the time, I get annoyed with my mental voices xD @SomeoneSomewere

[Celaira]

You know, he/she could just join ours. Lawl.

*is totally chill with reworking the plot itself since we actually don't have much fleshed out for it.*

We have minor mechanic stuff fleshed out, system stuff and all that.

[SomeoneSomewere]

Hm... They both sound rather interesting to me. The group of children probably more so.

As long as you all don't mind, I wouldn't mind joining. Btw, I am a female, but rarely( if ever ) will I play female, I'm much better at playing a male then female, oddly. @Celaira

Here, you walk outside and you just get hit will a wall of heat and humidity, and you loose desire to do things. This summer was actually pretty tame, not too many 100+ temps, compared to past years where there was only a couple of days under.

Makes sense. I just have this little person in the back of my brain called anxiety, that will insist on making my life a hell about the most random things @Arista

[Celaira]

As long as you all don't mind, I wouldn't mind joining. Btw, I am a female, but rarely( if ever ) will I play female, I'm much better at playing a male then female, oddly. @Celaira

Makes sense. I just have this little person in the back of my brain called anxiety, that will insist on making my life a hell about the most random things @Arista

@SomeoneSomewere

The anxiety thing, I understand. Also, I don't mind at all, I think it would be fun with more than two of us, but we never get much interest in large groups.

[Arista]

@Celaira @SomeoneSomewere It's much easier for a small group really, usually of two or three people.

Yay, the more the merrier ^>^

So the plots I pulled from thin air and if both of you agree with it, then we can do. Though @Celaira will that interfere with anything? We can bend things rights?

@SomeoneSomewere I have a voice known as depression sometimes making an appearance but other then that everything is okay. Great friends help though.